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[FIC] RPF: half-life [1/3]
Nov. 24th, 2012 12:20 am... So this fic. I wrote it in the mess of my essay-writing period, in piques of depression and frustration. I nearly gave up so many times on this, and it ended up being something almost cathartic. This is a very, very dark fic. I don't use that as a warning for rape or anything like that. It's just incredibly depressing. Please, please, please heed the warnings.
It might be strange that I dedicate such a horribly dark fic to someone, but this fic is dedicated to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
noalinnea. She's the one who continuously encouraged me to write it, so in the end, it might as well be written for her. 8D So: for you, lovely! Congratulations on passing the test and being a doctor! ♥♥♥ I hope this fic didn't make you feel too horrible about everything in the world.
Oh, and because of the nature of this fic? I'm pretty much not cross-posting it.
Edit: Okay, so it's not as horrid as I thought. >_>
half-life
Characters/Pairing: Technically Sean Bean/Viggo Mortensen, but... you’ll see.
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~14500 + ~500
Beta:helena_s_renn, thank you so much!
Disclaimer: Every single thing is a product of imagination. It didn't happen and I really hope that it didn’t. Depiction is not endorsement. This disclaimer is super important.
Summary: There’s nothing anyone can do that is worse than what you can do to yourself.
Warnings: Alcoholism, self-hatred, an overuse of real life events, casual misogyny, anonymous unsafe sex with strangers, possibly confusing plot. Basically, if you don’t want the complete destruction of happy endings, clear-cut characters, right and wrong, and idealised versions of these men, don’t read this.
( half-life )
It might be strange that I dedicate such a horribly dark fic to someone, but this fic is dedicated to
noalinnea. She's the one who continuously encouraged me to write it, so in the end, it might as well be written for her. 8D So: for you, lovely! Congratulations on passing the test and being a doctor! ♥♥♥ I hope this fic didn't make you feel too horrible about everything in the world.Oh, and because of the nature of this fic? I'm pretty much not cross-posting it.
Edit: Okay, so it's not as horrid as I thought. >_>
half-life
Characters/Pairing: Technically Sean Bean/Viggo Mortensen, but... you’ll see.
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~14500 + ~500
Beta:
helena_s_renn, thank you so much!Disclaimer: Every single thing is a product of imagination. It didn't happen and I really hope that it didn’t. Depiction is not endorsement. This disclaimer is super important.
Summary: There’s nothing anyone can do that is worse than what you can do to yourself.
Warnings: Alcoholism, self-hatred, an overuse of real life events, casual misogyny, anonymous unsafe sex with strangers, possibly confusing plot. Basically, if you don’t want the complete destruction of happy endings, clear-cut characters, right and wrong, and idealised versions of these men, don’t read this.
( half-life )
