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I live to write; I write to live.

Without words, nothing would have any meaning.

This is my journal-for-everything. Fic is public, and will always be public. Original fiction is friendslocked, and are most entries that don't contain fic. Comment if you want to be added. I don't bite.

Fanfiction from 2005-2010
( Ace Attorney ) ( Bleach ) ( Final Fantasy VII ) ( Fullmetal Alchemist ) ( Gakuen Heaven ) ( Gundam Wing ) ( Katekyo Hitman Reborn! ) ( Ouran High School Host Club ) ( Prince of Tennis )( Sengoku BASARA ) ( Saiyuki ) ( Miscaellaneous Fandoms (Trigun, Naruto) ) ( Multiple Fandoms/Crossovers ) ( Original Fiction (Terribad from 2006 or so) )

Fanfiction from 2010-present
( Comics (DC/Marvel) ) ( Inception (+1 RPF) ) ( Lord of the Rings ) ( Lord of the Rings RPF ) ( RPF-Inspired Crossovers ) ( Misc Fandoms (GoT RPF, Sharpe) )

I have literally been writing this fic for months. I think I received the prompt from helena_s_renn in October last year when I was prodding her for prompts to give me. It was something about Cowboy being an alien and something with Cowboy and Frank Hopkins or Nikolai. (It's actually been so incredibly long that I don't remember if she actually did send me the prompt, ahahaha.) But I do remember that I started writing it somewhere in February, and then I add a line or two every two or three weeks...

I refound it lately, right in the midst of just starting work. And I rewrote everything I started with and I finally found the inspiration to write it. But somehow I had no idea what on Earth I was writing. Even now I'm still uncertain about this whole thing, because it's very much unlike what I usually write. @_@ It might be because of work: I have no idea how I managed to find time to write amidst work, but somehow I do, in a sort of exhausted haze.

Well. I hope you all like this anyway. ♥!

in the desert sky we find home

Characters/Pairing: Cowboy (The Big Empty)/Nikolai Luzhin (Eastern Promises). Mentions of Yuri from Eastern Promises and Alec Trevelyan from Goldeneye.
Rating: R
Words: ~4120
Disclaimer: Characters belong to their respective owners. I’m just playing.
Summary: After losing his purpose, Nikolai walks the desert of America. Cowboy finds him, and brings him home in his own unique way.
Notes: For helena_s_renn's prompt, and dedicated to afra_schatz, who convinced me to not trash this when I was going to.

( in the desert sky we find home )

I've been really busy lately. Which is precisely why I got inspired enough to write fic. /sighs

maybe

Characters/Pairings: Sean Bean/Viggo Mortensen
Rating: R
Words: ~1620
Disclaimer: Didn’t happen, just the product of my imagination.
Summary: “He wanted bigger love, but he only knew how to avert his eyes and pretend to look at someone else.” Every eighteen months, sometimes sooner when he couldn’t help himself, Viggo and Sean would continue their ritual of meeting. A companion fic to sometimes, part two of refractions.
Notes: Inspired by Just Coffee again, and also Vienna Teng’s Harbor.

( maybe )

1) Look I'm actually capitalising my titles! (For now anyway.)
2) I think I'm out of my funk. At least I hope I am. It's an irritating funk to be in.
3) My f-list has been so down lately, and I don't know what I can do. But I hope that this helps, because I like to think that it's pretty funny. 8D

After Eclipse

Characters/Pairings: Sean Bean/Viggo Mortensen
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~5310
Disclaimer: Didn’t happen, just the product of my imagination.
Summary: Sean and Viggo meet for the first time after the Eclipse Stakes, a horse-racing event.
Warnings: Non-romantic sex.
Notes: A prelude to afra_schatz’s Sports of Kings AU about Sean and Viggo’s first meeting. You don’t need to know anything about that ‘verse except that Sean is a misanthropic horse trainer and Viggo is a vet. For my prompt in ruby_story_swap for ‘sporting event’.

( After Eclipse )

Yes, this is the fic I've been working on since the beginning of forever, or that's what it feels like. @_@ You'll see why I complain so much if you read it, ahahaha.

Credit go to afra_schatz for inspiring me and beta-ing so much of this for me. This fic is dedicated to you, lovely. ♥

i'll bite my thumb at thee

Characters/Pairings: Sean Bean/Viggo Mortensen, Orlando Bloom/Miranda Kerr
Rating: PG-13 (as worksafe as a Shakespeare play, I promise)
Words: ~17,150
Disclaimer: Didn’t happen, just the product of my imagination.
Summary: In the fair city of Verona, two warring families lived: the Montagues and the Capulets. The story of the boy of Montague and the girl of Capulet has been told many, many times. This, however, is not their story. This is the story of their friends; once called Mercutio and Tybalt, they are now named Viggo and Sean.
Warnings: Attempt at period-appropriate language, letter format, lack of explicit sex, major character death right in the beginning.
Notes: Plot from Romeo and Juliet, style and form from Goethe’s The Sorrows of Young Werther, a lot of references to Greek mythology, and inspired by the Hungarian version of the R&J musical. This fic is subtitled: ‘The author is a nerd and it really shows.’

Pictures:
Orlando Montague and Miranda Capulet: http://i.imgur.com/ROoxGwg.jpg
Sean Bean, nephew to Lady Capulet: http://i.imgur.com/gUG6srd.jpg
Viggo Mortensen, friend of Orlando and Dominic Montague, kinsman of the Prince of Verona: http://i.imgur.com/K13xCBl.jpg

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( i'll bite my thumb at thee [1/2] )

Noa is on a holiday, so it's me posting. I'm sorry for the lateness!

Title: monologues for two [23/?] (previous parts)
Authors: noalinnea and evocates
Pairing: Viggo Mortensen/Sean Bean. In this chapter, mentions of past Melanie Hill/ Sean Bean.
Rating: G
Words: 4281
Disclaimer: Didn't happen, just a product of imagination!
Summary: Viggo has a bad day, and he and Sean have a conversation that reveals more than what either of them thought it would. Still dialogue-only.


( monologues for two [23/?] )

HI I'M BACK TO LOTR RPF. Though... not in a way that's expected. /covers face shamefully and peeks through fingers. Please forgive me I do have a Vigbean in the works. It's just being extraordinarily stubborn right now.

But for now, have at. This is written for afra_schatz. She sent me a list of prompts including the title of this months and months ago, and I only got to writing it now. Caro, you've probably read the first drafts of at least two of the ficlets below, but I hope you're entertained by them still, and you like the rest. ♥!

(I miss you and get well soon!)

seven wonders of everyday life

Characters/Pairing: Sean Bean/Orlando Bloom, Viggo Mortensen/Ariadna Gil (in one section), Viggo Mortensen (appearing in two sections in total)
Rating: NC-17
Words: ~7500
Disclaimer: Definitely did not happen. Product of my imagination.
Summary: One day, two people, seven different worlds. Seven situations Sean and Orlando found themselves in, and the little things that make life awesome or just plain good.

( seven wonders of everyday life )

I think it's kind of sacrilegious to post Hobbit RPF on Sean Bean's birthday.

I really do think it's sacrilegious in one way or another. Shit. Why am I so terrible at remembering birthdays?

Dear Sean (and my f-list), please forgive my sacrilege. I am actually working on a Vigbean right now. >_> In the mean time, please have this humble offering. (Also yes, I have reached the stage in my academic career where I have work to do, I don't want to do work, so I write fic to procrastinate productively. IDEK anymore.)

Not beta'd.

the road finally gave me back

Characters/Pairing: Richard Armitage + Graham McTavish. Gen.
Rating: G
Words: 4182
Disclaimer: Not real, just a product of imagination!
Summary: Sometimes conquering your fears just means having someone beside you. Richard, Graham, and a bunch of still-packed bags.
Notes: Written for wave_of_sorrow’s prompt on hobbit_kink for Richard/Any, NZ-related anxiety.

( the road finally gave me back )

I might just be spamming people with fic again, oops. :3

Of Dead Worms, Old Men, and Coming Home

Characters/Pairing: Orlando Bloom/Sean Bean
Rating: PG
Words: ~1520
Disclaimer: Didn't happen, all a product of imagination!
Summary: Sean and Orlando have a reunion. Orlando tries a spot of rugbytackling. This goes as well as can be expected.
Notes: Written for afra_schatz's birthday! She gave me the following prompts: "returning to England", "everything hurts, and it's your bloody fault, you moron", "reunion", and "incredibly annoying, that's your middle name". I tried to fulfil all of them somehow. I sent her via email to her birthday so I'm not late, just that I'm late posting. 8D

( Of Dead Worms, Old Men, and Coming Home )

Annnnnd this is done. 8D

Beta'd by halfthewords, and inspired by helena_s_renn.

every breath you take [3/3]

Characters/Pairing: Sean Bean/Viggo Mortensen, some OCs
Rating: NC-17
Words: In this part: ~6375, in total ~18950. COMPLETE.
Disclaimer: Didn’t happen, a product of imagination.
Summary: Someone is watching Sean, and it’s not Viggo. Part III: The watcher stops watching.
Warning: Suspense, creepiness, sex. In this part: forced drug use, attempted rape. You might want to draw your curtains before reading.

Previous Parts

( every breath you take [3/3] )