searching for my sun

deadfishy adj.

an emotion in which the sufferer feels like flopping around uselessly for a while before giving up and lying there 'like a dead fish'

etymology: dead fish



NOW CHILDREN HAVE YOU LEARNT SOMETHING TODAY

Writing this in between working. xD Stolen from shahni.

Six Ships I Love

1. Tamaki/Kyouya [Ouran High School Host Club]
2. Niwa/Nakajima/Shichijo/Saionji [Gakuen Heaven]
3. Dino/Hibari [Katekyo Hitman Reborn]
4. Yamamoto/Hibari [Katekyo Hitman Reborn]
5. Mori/Kyouya [Ouran High School Host Club]
6. Phoenix/Kristoph [Ace Attorney]

Three Ships I Liked, But Don't Anymore

7. Treize Khushrenada/Chang Wufei [Gundam Wing]
8. Sephiroth/Vincent Valentine [Final Fantasy VII]
9. Byakuya/Hisana [Bleach]

Three Ships I Don't Like

10. Kyouya/Haruhi [Ouran High School Host Club]
11. Hibari/Tsuna [Katekyo Hitman Reborn]
12. Gokudera/Tsuna [Katekyo Hitman Reborn]

Two Ships I Am Curious About, But Don't Actually Ship

13. Colonello/Reborn/Lal Mirch [Katekyo Hitman Reborn]
14. Kristoph/Dahlia [Ace Attorney]

( 20 questions, all behind the cut~! )

i ship it.

Also, yay, Obama won. Work is dumb in that they're placing bets on how long it's going to take him to die. Pffffthahhaha.

Randomly: might be falling sick. Blocked nose + dry lips + heaty breaths = no good. Hmm.

Posting Windshear later.

OTL

Why is it that I always get random urges to join BIG HUGE FANDOM COMMITMENTS like RP comms when I'm at the busiest time of the year

Why

And like at ridiculous times of the day too

I make no sense really. Illogic ftl

Randomly: decimo_calandra. This is the guy I've been working on recently. My AU!Decimo!Hibari. Whose AU is getting BIGGER THAN CANON aand it's so freakishly ridiculous seriously. omg lawwwl seriously. Why do I do this to myself

One day I might just write out his story LAWL I have a thousand words in why, self, why. I've even titled it do you know how hard is it for me to title something

I also just realized - wtf I have received 4000 over comments. HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE- WTF- just...

wtf? I don't even know anymore

Also, I might be using this journal as a JOURNAL now. Isn't that surprising

PS: MY MOODTHEME CONSTANTLY AMUSES ME. Oh Tamaki you absolute BIMBO

PPS: Proper use of punctuation is for losers rly

After OVER THREE YEARS of having the same damn layout, I changed it.

the_dw the_dw the_dw the_dw the_dw

I'm not the same person as I was when I first made this journal, so I might as well show that by changing my layout.

So have some Salvadore Dali. ♥

Is it me or is AIM being an absolute bitch and wouldn't let anyone sign in? It's stuck at the 'validating' stage. BAH.

Also, Rufus-muse won't co-operate and write his stupid 22_lovers fic. I'm stuck and he won't help. ARGH -KEYBOARD SMASH- RAGE!

-headdesk-

Ganked from forgottenlover...

Anonymous critique meme. Give me your worst/best.

Also, I think my laptop's screwed. All my programs, everything with .exe has turned into .lnk(or is it .ink?) for some reason and no one has any idea how to fix it. Help?

FMA manga rocks and download so much faster than the anime. I think I'm hooked. At least a little.

Roy kills me.

So does Envy.

Ed just makes me laugh and point at him. Then do it again. He's just such a dork in the earlier volumes that I'm reading right now.

Al is too sweet to be legal. And he is definitely the smarter brother. -cough-

Lust and Gluttony so need more homunculi-love.

Hoenheim, I hate you. You suck. So much.

Roy and Hughes are so much more than best friends that I keep pointing at the monitor for no reason. Gracias and Riza should join in for a foursome or something.

Scar is HOT.

However...

I still like my Sephiroth and Vincent and Rufus and the Turks better. It's the friendlist. Eljay is very influential.

I'm never going to get Secret Tryst done. Never mind. My muses are just so damn fickle sometimes. I'm going to poke it again later. I like the plot, even though they're stubborn over it. They're my slaves and will thus listen to me. Bwahahahaha!

I am utterly insane, for I have picked up Zechs/Wufei and Wufei/Heero at 1sentence. I swear, that community is eating my brain or something. Ah well.

Also, I am utterly procrastinating on working on my third story for Children of the Shadows. I really should DO SOMETHING about that, but my friendlist is addictive. Or something. I should just start typing in the morning and give the finger to the list until I FINISHED IT. Never mind.

Fullmetal Alchemist is slowing luring me in, due to ponderosa121 and blubrdsillusion. Argh. The prettiness of Roy and Envy kills me. Plus there's the fact that Envy is a homicidal maniac, but I love him anyway. Hah. Or, at least, I'll love him when my FMA downloads are done. YES I AM INSANE AND DOWNLOADING FMA. Shaddup.

Hopefully it'll go as fast as my FF8 addiction, but I doubt it. FF8's plot is full of holes in the beginning, but FMA? The plot, from what I heard, is damn complex. I love complex plots. Bite me.

I think I'm overusing the 'psychobabble' tag.

Dear Alex,

You should be writing. Or doing something productive. Staring at the wall while giggling at nothing is not doing something productive. Stop it. Father is traumatised enough by the bill for your shopping list. He is also currently contemplating calling the mental hospital. Straitjackets are not fun.

Love,
Your brain, which is still here, but hidden away.