You are a miracle writer. You've just created somewhere that IS, yet isn't and cannot BE!
I was so sad at the end of Eastern Promises.... what, where, ... poor Nikolai - a crucifying non-end and I soooo wanted him to find solace, peace, something somewhere and here it is!
In the Big Empty. Arid, without life, without - them - the whispering voices, Judassss Judasss... they hiss, waiting to strike. His fears for Yuri but having to leave him - unfinished.
This quiet solitary nothingness that a desert can give, it takes your soul out and polishes it in the sun. Perfect for Nikolai's pain.
And then comes this big COOL man who once had green eyes but now - they are of spaceful ice. A half-forgotten unforgettable voice like a melting rock in his head.
The Cowboy, so slow, so gentle, so - so pauseful. Peaceful, sure and yet not commanding. Nor pleading. Jest saying.
I love the touches of the magic - the fae-ness - so part of it.
I wondered if Nikolai would have his tattoos wiped away with those big cool hands.... The leather that was silk, the hardness that was and wasn't sand that wasn't hard.... mmmmmmmm am just squeeeing at all these little 'knowledges'.
All so intangible and nearly un-real, but yet - solid, with skin over bone. The gun suddenly there. a gun that kills.. dead. But it didn't kill Nikolai, it became intangible too, and just -- with The Cowboy's lips, it kissed him home.
Am just banging my head on the desk for this one. SOOO many pictures, so many answers for my lost Nikolai, So much - wonder and wondering. It's absolutely mindblowing.
Agreed, you've not written anything like this before? Have you? but it is still YOU, with your magical way of giving us solid persons to imagine, to know, to care about and for, and yet... put them in a place our minds might guess at, but never can venture
I've already had a brilliant Happy start to my day, and before I read this I was just bursting with joy for simply BEING... Happy! It's all so new to me, it's like being loved.
But this made my Happy so happy, I am weeping with sheer delight! There! See what you've done. Bless and love and I WISH you could feel my joy, my bubbles of wheee and be as blessed as I am... I'm doing my best to send you great LUMPS of it!!! HUGS and thinks every day of you.
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I was so sad at the end of Eastern Promises.... what, where, ... poor Nikolai - a crucifying non-end and I soooo wanted him to find solace, peace, something somewhere and here it is!
In the Big Empty. Arid, without life, without - them - the whispering voices, Judassss Judasss... they hiss, waiting to strike. His fears for Yuri but having to leave him - unfinished.
This quiet solitary nothingness that a desert can give, it takes your soul out and polishes it in the sun. Perfect for Nikolai's pain.
And then comes this big COOL man who once had green eyes but now - they are of spaceful ice. A half-forgotten unforgettable voice like a melting rock in his head.
The Cowboy, so slow, so gentle, so - so pauseful. Peaceful, sure and yet not commanding. Nor pleading. Jest saying.
I love the touches of the magic - the fae-ness - so part of it.
I wondered if Nikolai would have his tattoos wiped away with those big cool hands.... The leather that was silk, the hardness that was and wasn't sand that wasn't hard.... mmmmmmmm am just squeeeing at all these little 'knowledges'.
All so intangible and nearly un-real, but yet - solid, with skin over bone. The gun suddenly there. a gun that kills.. dead. But it didn't kill Nikolai, it became intangible too, and just -- with The Cowboy's lips, it kissed him home.
Am just banging my head on the desk for this one. SOOO many pictures, so many answers for my lost Nikolai, So much - wonder and wondering. It's absolutely mindblowing.
Agreed, you've not written anything like this before? Have you? but it is still YOU, with your magical way of giving us solid persons to imagine, to know, to care about and for, and yet... put them in a place our minds might guess at, but never can venture
I've already had a brilliant Happy start to my day, and before I read this I was just bursting with joy for simply BEING... Happy! It's all so new to me, it's like being loved.
But this made my Happy so happy, I am weeping with sheer delight! There! See what you've done. Bless and love and I WISH you could feel my joy, my bubbles of wheee and be as blessed as I am... I'm doing my best to send you great LUMPS of it!!! HUGS and thinks every day of you.