it did get pretty nasty there at ethan's house, but i asked for that. i am glad he didn't manage to rape sean, the 'almost' was bad enough. i think what i keyed to was how ethan's hands were wrong, they were smooth. his voice was wrong, and there were all those pictures on the walls, but it was the hands that really made sean's skin crawl.

thanks for the believable oc (the coffee shop chick). without her, who knows. and i liked her suspicious/cautious attitude.

the way viggo slips in and out of his characters was of great interest to me. he pulled them, specifically master chief, when he needed to, to keep himself together. it's like a technique he either has taught himself or does instinctively when 'viggo' would freak out, to get through and do what is necessary. it's also a great showing of loyalty that he would risk his own ass getting arrested and deported and bust into ethan's house rather than wait for the cops, for his lover. not to mention the possibility of risk to his own life and health. we all want to think we could be so brave but i wonder how many of us really are.

thanks (again) so much for writing this for me, lovely one. there was pr0n, drama, and psycholgical thrills. you so totally rock!