I don't think you're cold oremotionless, Dream. The shield provided by the Internet helps everyone from being afraid to do... anything. Myself from getting hurt, you from us seeing your facial expressions... :\ I am more truthful online than anywhere else because people wouldn't come and find me just to smack me because I hate pink.
Seriously? I'm a social retard too. Can't really talk to anyone iRL. Hate talking aboutmyself in front of them, knowing those people having big mouths. It's so hard to talk when... you know, they're just not the type of people you'd want to talk to. *snugs* Writing/typing is much easier than speaking. I can't express myself fully just by words, especially in Chinese. They'd just stand there and look at me until I couldn't speak anymore, words cluttering in my mouth. It's... sort of scary to speak now. And they say consider every word that falls from your mouth... which made me conscious because I tend to hurt a lot of people with whatever I say.
I can't see they're being hurt if they don't slap me in the face with it, really.
Writing and typing you wouldn't need to be careful of your words because it's simple and straightforward, yet vocal communication is the contary.
I hate that.
I mean, I can call you a wench and a whore but you know I'd be kidding and I would hurt you. But iRL, people are like: "whoa. wtf." and they just... I can't joke with any of them, which makes speaking less appealing.
jkfkgsdhskjfdhgskjdfhg;kdjfhg;sud Though if you ever want to talk, come to me. I don't fucking care if you're a social retard of whut. You're my wife and I demand it, bitch. ;x
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
PS:
I hate iPods. :\ Mother got me one. I spent two hours trying to figure it out and it just. wouldn't. fucking. work. I want a new Creative Zen. :|
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I don't think you're cold oremotionless, Dream. The shield provided by the Internet helps everyone from being afraid to do... anything. Myself from getting hurt, you from us seeing your facial expressions... :\ I am more truthful online than anywhere else because people wouldn't come and find me just to smack me because I hate pink.
Seriously? I'm a social retard too. Can't really talk to anyone iRL. Hate talking aboutmyself in front of them, knowing those people having big mouths. It's so hard to talk when... you know, they're just not the type of people you'd want to talk to. *snugs* Writing/typing is much easier than speaking. I can't express myself fully just by words, especially in Chinese. They'd just stand there and look at me until I couldn't speak anymore, words cluttering in my mouth. It's... sort of scary to speak now. And they say consider every word that falls from your mouth... which made me conscious because I tend to hurt a lot of people with whatever I say.
I can't see they're being hurt if they don't slap me in the face with it, really.
Writing and typing you wouldn't need to be careful of your words because it's simple and straightforward, yet vocal communication is the contary.
I hate that.
I mean, I can call you a wench and a whore but you know I'd be kidding and I would hurt you. But iRL, people are like: "whoa. wtf." and they just... I can't joke with any of them, which makes speaking less appealing.
jkfkgsdhskjfdhgskjdfhg;kdjfhg;sud Though if you ever want to talk, come to me. I don't fucking care if you're a social retard of whut. You're my wife and I demand it, bitch. ;x
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
PS:
I hate iPods. :\ Mother got me one. I spent two hours trying to figure it out and it just. wouldn't. fucking. work. I want a new Creative Zen. :|