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[FIC] Gakuen Heaven: Surfacing: Breathe
-hides- We... have no excuse? =D?
BUT WE BRING SMUT, YES. GOD THEY FINALLY DID IT.
Surfacing: Breathe
- Sequel to Chrysalis
Authors:![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
kagayachou and the_dw
Characters/Pairings: Niwa/Nakajima
Rating: NC-17
Words: 5632
Summary: Take a deep breath. Close your eyes. Try to go to sleep.
Hide stroked Tetsuya's cheek gently, drawing so close that his lips brushed the shell of an ear. "You want me, don't you?" The other hand was travelling down Tetsuya's broad, naked chest, pinching and rubbing a nipple. "Do you dream of this?"
His mouth travelled down Tetsuya's jawline, lavishing tiny kisses and licks along the way. His hands weren't idle, pulling Tetsuya's boxers off him, caressing the skin of an inner thigh. "Do you dream of my hand around you?" His hands followed the words.
Mouth travelling lower, Hide's voice grew breathier, heavier as he continued. "Or do you want my mouth?" He licked a nipple, his hands leaving Tetsuya's cock to move back upwards. "Or..."
He pushed Tetsuya hard, causing the other boy to fall over flat on his back on the bed. Straddling him, he positioned himself. The smirk widened. "Or would you rather fuck me?"
Making good on his words, Hide impaled himself upon Tetsuya's erection.
Tetsuya cried out as he came in his boxers, jerked awake from that delicious dream, that all too familiar memory he shared with Hide - of their first time. It was so hot, so raw, and he felt blinded all over again, body flushed from ejaculation, and the ghost image of Hide smiling, smirking, laughing at him as he fucked himself on him... Oh god.
But he was alone in his room now, the only source of the harsh breathing that seemed to echo in his ears. Staring up at the dark, empty ceiling, light creeping in from behind thin curtains. It was almost morning, and he was wide awake. Completely aroused and unsatisfied all at once.
That was... That was intense. But that dream - it happened over a year ago. It was an experiment, just... a friendly experiment, he thought.
Hide, meanwhile, was in his room, reading a book on his bed when he heard his name. Blinking, he looked up, puzzled. Did he just hear Tetsuya's voice shouting for him? In any case...
Kicking away his blankets, he dropped his book and strode quickly out of his room. He knocked on Tetsuya's door, his voice worried when he asked, "Hey, Niwa, are you all right?"
Tetsuya's breath caught in his throat, his mind stumbling over feelings and words. He couldn't find a response, and he didn't dare make another sound, because if he did, it'd probably be, 'Oh my god, I had a wet dream. I had a wet dream about you, and it was our first time, and I screamed your name just now, didn't I?!'
Crap, he screamed Hide's name out just now...
"Ah," he raised his voice a little. "I'm fine..." It sounded weak to his ears. He pushed himself up off the bed and grimaced at the sticky feeling in his boxers, blushing so bad he could feel it spreading from his cheeks to his neck. "I'm fine!"
He got out of bed to look for clean boxers.
Hide frowned as he heard sounds of things being slammed close, furniture being banged into, and Tetsuya's low voice swearing up a blue streak. No, Tetsuya definitely did not sound fine - in fact, he sounded as if he was in a fight. Could it be that the judo club tried to ambush him while he was asleep? They certainly tried to do that to Hide himself before...
Growling under his breath, he darted back into his room and grabbed the spare key that Tetsuya has given him years ago. He locked his own room and pocketed his key before slotting Tetsuya's key into the room door and turning the knob. This was all done in the matter of seconds.
Hide's eyes widened at the sight of Tetsuya alone in his room... clutching a pair of boxers of his chest. His eyes travelled downwards. Oh.
Why was Tetsuya shouting his name, then?
Tetsuya couldn't tell if Hide looked confused or not. There was this look of understanding when he glanced down, and then a perplexed quirk of his brows...
"Uh... haha," Tetsuya laughed nervously, "Hi. Hide. Give me a err... moment?"
To dig a hole and die.
Hide ducked his head and turned away to face the hallway. Realizing that he had forgotten to shut the door, he closed and locked it, fiddling with the knob as he was caught up in his thoughts.
"Were you..." he hesitated before taking a breath and forcing himself to continue. "Were you dreaming about me?"
Just when Tetsuya thought he couldn't blush harder; the poor guy turned around and dropped his dirty boxers into the laundry basket, grabbed a few tissues and hastily cleaned himself off before pulling on the clean pair, all the while trying to come up with an honest answer that didn't sound like, 'yes, I was.'
"Um... Yeah, I- I was."
Hide could feel his cheeks colouring at Tetsuya's admission. He... had guessed correctly, as far-fetched and ludicrous as he thought it was. Leaning his forehead against the door, his voice was barely audible, "Why?"
But Hide quickly shook his head.
"It's alright," he said, turning around to face Tetsuya. "I think I know why, in any case." Shrugging, he gave Tetsuya a bitter, ironic smirk, "You probably were just horny, ne? It probably could have been anyone... It needn't be me."
After all, hadn't Hide himself dreamt of people that he had no emotional attachment to?
"But I-it wasn't just any old dream!" Tetsuya shot back. He didn't like that look in Hide's eyes. "It was..." he looked away, lowering his voice. "Our first time together..." Surely, Hide didn't think that held no emotional attachment to him?
Hide hooked his thumbs on the waistband of his pyjamas pants, hunching his shoulders in embarrassment. Despite the fact that he usually didn't remember events in perfect clarity, he had as complete memory of that... incident as Tetsuya seemed to. It was a little embarrassing, to say the least.
Dragging a hand through his hair, he bit his lip. "Why did you suddenly dream about that? I mean, you love Kaoru, right?"
"... And he doesn't love me, Hide. How many times do I have to tell you I'm accepting that? I mean, fine, you and Shichijo seem to think Kaoru might change his mind, but I'm not seeing it, and even if I dream about Kaoru he'd more likely slap me awake - and ... why do you think I'd dream about you?
"You actually give a damn about me! That's ... maybe why... I think." Tetsuya muttered the last bit, sitting down on his bed with a sigh.
Looking at Tetsuya's utterly confused face, Hide walked over to the bed, feeling slightly guilty. He had asked the older boy a question that really couldn't be answered - who would know the reason why they had dreamed about something? Dreams were inexplicable, after all...
He raised a hand to slowly and gently caress Tetsuya's hair. "Do you want me to leave so you can think about it or go back to sleep?"
Tetsuya barely fought off the urge to lean into Hide's touch. He took Hide's hand however, and held onto it, staring at it for a long time. "How do you expect me to go back to sleep?" The words came out almost whiny. "Are you gonna fall asleep soon?"
He didn't think so. In fact, he thought that he just gave Hide another reason to stay up all night and brood. So he held on... not sure what he wanted to ask him, only knowing that he didn't want Hide to leave just yet.
Hide shook his head, dropping to his knees in front of Tetsuya. He pulled the hand holding his towards him, placing a gentle kiss on the knuckles impulsively. "No, I'm not." He took a breath. "If you don't want me to leave, then I won't."
"Then don't," Tetsuya murmured. He closed his eyes for a moment, took a deep breath. He got off the bed, sliding to his knees beside Hide and hugged him closer.
"I want to try, Hide." He ducked his head over Hide's shoulder. "I want to love you back the way ... the way you love me."
Hide's breath caught in his throat. The sudden, heated rush of hope and trepidation blanked his mind. Pulling away slightly, he faced Tetsuya, a hand trembling as he cupped Tetsuya's cheek. "You... I- I don't need you to... I..."
His head dropped onto Tetsuya's shoulder, hands clenched into fists on the ground. It was hard, so hard, to try to speak around the lump in his throat and the tightness of his chest. "Omi said once that he doesn't need me to love him back. I'm the same, really. I don't need you to love me."
Closing his eyes, he barely managed to choke out the most important words, "But to know that you're willing... I..."
"I'm willing," Tetsuya echoed. "I've been such a blind jerk to you... Hurting you without knowing, and then making you wait and wait.
"You're my best friend, Hide. I can't think of a better person to love."
Hide lifted his head and met Tetsuya's eyes. He drew a long, shaking breath, trying to calm himself. He was so trembling, so overcome with emotions that he thought that he might burst. What emotions, he wasn't even sure, because it was all in a tangled knot in the centre of his chest.
All he knew was that he had never felt this raw, this completely content before.
"Tetsuya..." he breathed out the name, voice tight. He reached out suddenly, instinctively, cupping Tetsuya's face with his hands as he kissed him.
Almost automatically, Tetsuya closed his eyes and kissed Hide back. He was already spent from that wet dream of his, but he needed this, he thought. And Hide certainly acted as though he needed it as well. Leaning against the edge of the bed, Tetsuya pulled Hide up against him, doing nothing but encouraging Hide to do whatever else he wanted.
Hide's hand dropped downwards, encircling Tetsuya's neck as he pressed their chests together. He kissed the older boy hungrily, nipping and licking at plush lips. His tongue explored the depths of Tetsuya's mouth, relishing in the permission and freedom that he had been granted.
He kissed Tetsuya as if he needed him to continue breathing, which wasn't far from the truth.
Tetsuya gasped and tried to kiss back even while he was running out of breath. "H- Hide," he managed. "Air..." He moved back further, as far as he could go with the bed right behind him, but his hands moved up along Hide's sides and shoulders to his face. He lifted the glasses off as he caught his breath, and leaned in to kiss him again.
Hide held himself upright with a hand clutching onto Tetsuya's shoulder as he kissed hungrily back. His free hand drifted downwards, stroking along Tetsuya's neck to his chest, tweaking first one nipple then the other. Teasingly slowly, his hand moved downwards until he reached Tetsuya's groin, cupping the heated flesh with his hand.
"Aah..." The older boy moaned against Hide's mouth. "Hide... Oi," he laughed breathlessly, voice trembling with desire. "I already c-came once tonight... And that was because of you, too."
Hide chuckled, a frisson of pleasure and happiness dancing down his spine. He pulled away from Tetsuya's mouth reluctantly, nipping at the bottom lip lightly before moving down to place light kisses on the chin and throat, licking at the hollow of Tetsuya's throat.
"You can deal with it," he replied, voice low and husky and amused. "I'm sure you have the stamina to."
"Yeah?" Tetsuya replied with another throaty moan as he arched against Hide's hand, tilting his head away so Hide could have clear access to his sensitive throat. Reaching down, he slid a hand under the waistband of Hide's pants and - no surprise here - found that the other boy had gone commando.
"But heh," He gave Hide's ass a squeeze, pulling him closer. "I want you to."
Hide hissed as his erection brushed against Tetsuya's, gasping against the other boy's throat. He laughed softly, "We can both get off."
Looking up, he met violet eyes with blue. "Ne, Tetsuya, do you want to fuck me?"
Tetsuya stared, somewhat doe-eyed. Then, he grinned.
"Aw, yeah, make my dream come true again, na?" He chuckled, and cupped Hide's cheek, kissing him with affectionate warmth.
"Let's move this onto the bed. I don't want either of us to get rug burn."
Hide bit his lip to keep the moan from escaping. His knees felt a little too weak to support his weight at that very moment because of the kiss.
More than the words, the kiss made him believe that perhaps Tetsuya could really love him after all.
Leaning forward, he kissed Tetsuya again, briefly, before pulling away and hoisting himself up on the bed.
Tetsuya pushed himself up off of the floor and tugged his boxers off again; they'd only get dirty otherwise. Turning to Hide once more, he was already hard again. Well, Hide was certainly familiar with Tetsuya's stamina.
He crawled over Hide with a wide, confident smile. Kissing his lips and chin and throat as his hands wandered down to Hide's pants, which really should be pulled off...
The pants joined the boxers somewhere on the floor.
"This time," Tetsuya promised, brushing Hide's hair out of his eyes. "I'll show you what I learned, na? Maybe not lesson by lesson, but... relax, Hide, and let me do all the work."
Hide smirked, reaching up to bury his hand into Tetsuya's hair. "Alright. Show me, then."
Raining enthusiastic kisses upon Hide's skin, Tetsuya went from lips to neck to shoulder, to collarbone - Hide did have a sweet spot along his collarbone. He dipped down to give a little wet kiss in the hollow of it, and tried his best to discern to Hide's responses despite the fact that the bed was cast in shadows while morning light was just seeping in.
Hide moaned, his breath quickening as attention was lavished upon his erogenous zones. He arched his body upwards towards Tetsuya, humming in pleasure from the bottom of his throat, his voice low and husky like dark chocolate.
Tetsuya's fingers ran random, teasing circles over Hide's chest, circling around his nipples after a moment, before he bent down to take one in his mouth and suck.
Hide's eyes shot wide open in shock at the lightning-sharp shudder of pleasure that spread through his body. His whole body jerked up, mouth falling open as an incoherent cry fell from his lips.
Burying a hand in Tetsuya's hair, he pulled on the strands slightly, enough to force him to look up. "Not so... not so hard," he panted, dizzy with pleasure.
Moaning an affirmative against Hide's skin, Tetsuya proceeded with soft flicks of his tongue until he could feel one nipple pebbling up. Then, he moved onto the other sucking a bit and then licking over the flesh as if to sooth some invisible wound.
Hide barely stopped himself from thrashing on the bed. His body was sensitive in general, but his nipples were particularly so, and Tetsuya was almost torturing him with those light touches and licks. He raised an arm to cover his eyes as he panted loudly, his other hand clenching around the bedsheets.
When he was ready to move on, Tetsuya looked to Hide's face again. He couldn't quite read it; was it good harsh panting or...? So he reached up and circled Hide's wrist firmly, carefully.
"Hey... Hide," he whispered, trying not to let the worry show. Lifting Hide's hand up so he could get a better look at his face, he asked, "You all right with this?"
Hide stared dazedly up at Tetsuya for a long moment, unable to think any coherent thoughts other than 'Why did you stop?'. But he eventually recognized the worried look in Tetsuya's eyes. Hiding his frustration and impatience, he reached up, smiling reassuringly, to caress Tetsuya's cheek with the tips of his fingers.
"I'm fine," he whispered. "It's just that I'm... very sensitive."
"Oh..." Tetsuya slowly flushed, grinning his little boy smile as he realized, with much relief, that he was doing well after all. "Phew," he kissed Hide's lips quickly with a fond smile.
Sensitive, huh?
Tilting his head a little, Tetsuya pressed a kiss into Hide's palm, then took a finger into his mouth.
Hide's eyes fluttered shut as he moaned long and low at Tetsuya sucked and licked on his finger. But he was getting a little too impatient. His hand moved down Tetsuya's chest, past his navel, fingers curling around the older boy's erection. Tugging on it gently - enough to be felt, and not much else - he smirked, leaning forward to lick at the shell of an ear.
'Hurry up.'
Tetsuya gasped; ooh, he got the message.
Releasing Hide's hand, he moved back somewhat, then leaned over to fish for the small bottle of lube in the bedside drawer along with two condoms. Okay, so he still had nightmares from that birds-and-bees diagram lecture his old man gave him a long time ago, but the fact of the matter was that if Ryuya was gonna hand his son a box of condoms just in case, the boy was damn well gonna use them!
Hide smirked when he saw the condoms. It seemed that the whole case of condoms Tetsuya's father had given him still hadn't run out, after all. Well, all the better. It gave him the chance to try out this new trick that he had learnt...
He sat up, and, taking the condom from Tetsuya's fingers, he ripped the top of the wrapper off with his teeth. He spat it off the side of the bed before turning his attention back to Tetsuya, the smirk turning devilish. He kissed the older boy teasingly, barely a brush of the lips, before kissing his way downwards until his mouth was within vicinity of Tetsuya's erection.
Slowly, his eyes not leaving Tetsuya's, he took the condom out of the packet. Without unrolling it, he placed it on the head of Tetsuya's cock. He leaned forward and... unrolled the condom using only his mouth and tongue, deep-throating the other boy in the process.
Tetsuya barely had time to figure out what Hide was doing, except to note that if he had only been semi-hard before, this... this... certainly would have finished the job. The other condom fell onto the mattress somewhere. There was enough light in the room to see by now, but Tetsuya was blinded by pleasure, barely recognizing his own voice when the other boy deep-throated him and he cried Hide's name out in response.
When he finished seeing stars on the ceiling, he just gaped at Hide, "Ho- how, wow... oh wow, Hide..."
Hide grinned, lifting himself back up to kiss Tetsuya again softly and gently, licking at the other boy's lips, letting Tetsuya's flavour wash out the taste of latex on his tongue.
Pulling away, the grin faded into a rather mischievous smile. "Liked that?"
"That was... that was- wow..." Tetsuya trailed off, "You gonna teach me that sometime na, Hide?” Like maybe now, or well... if Hide was too hard the condom probably wouldn't cooperate, and then they'd have to wait until he wasn't as hard, but also not too soft because - Tetsuya's head was a jumble of feelings, most of them colored in lust. He fumbled for the other condom - where the- ah!
"There it is!" He cheered when he found it.
Hide blinked. Wait- Tetsuya wanted to put the condom on... him? He cocked his head to the side, confused.
"Why would I need a condom?" It's not as if he was going to fuck Tetsuya, after all... Not now, anyway.
Tetsuya blinked back, like it was obvious. "You... take a shower... cause drying cum feels icky, yeah?" He sat up a bit, and put his hands on Hide's shoulders, blushing somewhat as he continued, "I don't want you to leave."
Hide could feel his confusion melting away and a certain emotion he had always associated with Tetsuya take its place. He smiled, genuinely and almost sweetly, and kissed the older boy once more. His hand stroked Tetsuya's hair as he nodded.
"Alright. I won't."
"... Besides," Tetsuya grinned, tearing the foil open as he spoke. "There's also the matter of sticky sheets, and yeah, I can hear the birds chirpin' outside, but we can sleep in, can't we? Without sticky sheets?"
He focused his eyes on what he was doing though, first squeezing the closed end of the condom to make sure there was no air trapped inside before he placed it over Hide's erection, gently unrolling it, smoothing it down with his other hand.
Hide hissed his breath out through his teeth as he felt Tetsuya's hands on his erection. It took a great amount of will and control for him to still his hips. His head dropped backwards as he panted softly.
"Fine," he nearly growled out. "But, Tetsuya, please hurry the fuck up."
"Maa, always telling me to hurry and finish things," Tetsuya mock-pouted. He found the bottle of lube and opened it as he kissed a relatively straight trail from Hide's collarbone to his navel, paused briefly, then coated his fingers as he took Hide into his mouth. Now, flavored condoms would probably be good... but if Hide could do it for him, Tetsuya wasn't gonna draw back because of the taste of latex.
And then there was paying attention to the balls. Tetsuya licked them, sucked lightly, careful not to use his teeth. He wrapped a hand around Hide's shaft and stroked up and down, twisting his wrist as he did so, his other hand sliding down with those slicked fingers, searching...
Hide pressed his hand hard against his mouth as pleasure threatened to overwhelm him. His hips bucked upwards involuntarily, a gasp rasping his voice as he moaned and thrashed on the bed.
Spreading his legs even further, his toes curled around the bedsheets. He was torn between telling Tetsuya to slow down or hurry up, as he seemed to have found his prostate easily, and the additional shot of pleasure almost made him come right then and there. But the choice was taken away from him: he didn't have the breath to speak.
From the corner of his eyes, Tetsuya saw Hide suddenly press his hand over his mouth, heard the strangled sound, and certainly felt the tremors that shook the other boy's body. He moaned, thrusting two fingers into Hide like he could imagine himself pushing in, pulling out, pushing in...
"Ah..." Tetsuya moved away for breath, still pumping Hide, stroking, stretching... He leaned forward to kiss Hide's neck this time, panting, "Ha..." gasping, "Want you... Hide..."
Hide could only moan shakily in reply, shaking his head frantically in an attempt to relieve the pleasure coiling at the base of his spine. He slammed down on his control; he didn't want to come just yet.
"If you want me..." he gasped breathily, eyes trying to focus on Tetsuya's face. "Then..." He spread his legs as wide as they could go, lifting his hips invitation.
"Then take me."
Tetsuya shook his head, his voice muffled against Hide's neck. "- yet, not yet..." He whispered, a frustrated groan escaping as he lifted his head and looked him in the eyes. "Come first... I want you to come first." He pressed down against Hide, rubbing their erections together as best he could as he scissored Hide with his fingers, eyes practically begging him.
Hide barely registered the words when he felt Tetsuya lick a line from the hollow of his throat to his Adam’s apple. Even without the half-command, his control over himself was failing, and it was that touch that pushed him over the edge.
His vision whited out, dark spots dotting the back of his eyes as his body arched upwards, pressing against Tetsuya's, until only his heels and head were left on the mattress. He buried a hand in Tetsuya's hair, pulling him forward and kissing him desperately as he rode out the orgasm, blind with pleasure.
Tetsuya kissed Hide back reverently, hooking an arm under his arched back and practically pulling him onto his lap, all but grinding into him. Not quite, but close enough, and the feeling was torturous - but he felt he deserved it. Hide always focused on his lover's pleasure rather than his own first, almost like it was a point of pride to come last. But Tetsuya just wanted to love Hide. He wanted to give, not just take. So he closed his eyes and forced himself - hang on!
Not until Hide was ready to come again.
Hide just clung to Tetsuya as he slowly came down from the high. He could feel Tetsuya's desperation and arousal against him, and, for most part, he was honestly confused: why did Tetsuya make sure that he came first?
He gentled the kiss, pulling away reluctantly. Although he wanted to ask, to resolve his confusion, he realized that there was something more important for him to deal with here. Tetsuya's erection looked painfully hard, and as Hide knew that he won't be able to be aroused again so soon, he should probably deal with this.
He slipped his hand down to curl around Tetsuya's erection.
"N-ng," Tetsuya winced, and batted Hide's hand away. "Not yet! Oi!" He backed off, letting Hide down onto the bed again and tried to calm his own breathing.
Hide frowned; he was getting really confused now.
"Why? Don't you want to come also?"
"Yeah," Tetsuya sat back on his haunches, looking over Hide with a certain degree of satisfaction despite how much his erection wanted more attention. "But... it wouldn't be fair, ya know, if I'm the only one who came twice.
"Especially not when..." He panted for a moment, "'specially not when you tend to put what I want before your own wants."
Hide blinked - he certainly couldn't deny that. He was... well, touched wasn't really the word. He melted at Tetsuya's words. Cupping the older boy's face with his hand, he leaned forward and kissed him gently and thoroughly.
"Don't hold back now," he fell back onto his elbow, smiling lasciviously from under long lashes. "Take me, Tetsuya."
He shook his head mentally; and people accused him of denying himself. Really, Tetsuya was a masochist sometimes. Sitting up again, he presses a hand against Tetsuya's shoulder as he moved forward, lifting himself up until he was straddling Tetsuya's lap.
He licked the line of Tetsuya's jaw playfully, whispering into the shell of an ear, "Do you remember this?"
Hello, wet dream, Tetsuya thought. He had a dazed look, and he couldn't quite make a sound as Hide sank down onto him.
"Hide!" He gasped, and clung to him, "Oh gods, Hide." He tried to kiss Hide, and coordination went kaput, but he made up for it with enthusiasm, kissing his face all over before he found his lips again.
Hide rested his head on Tetsuya's shoulder as he panted, feeling his arousal returning with a vengeance. He was getting hard again. Kissing Tetsuya back, he buried a hand into brown hair as his other hand took off the condom he was wearing, tying it with familiar motions before throwing it off the side of the bed.
With that annoyance solved, he raised his hips slightly before thrusting back down, gasping as he did so. He pulled away from Tetsuya's lips, dropping his head backwards to expose his throat, his hair falling all over his face and eyes as he tried to breathe.
This time, Tetsuya was beyond thinking about condoms. The hell with it, he'll hold onto Hide sticky sheets or no!
He lapped at Hide's throat, leaving the beginnings of love bites here and there around Hide's neck, doing his best to thrust up against Hide as he jerked him off as well.
Before long, he groaned, and declared, "I thought I was supposed to be doing the work!" And as he said so, he lifted - yes, lifted - Hide off of him, and pressed him onto the bed again, backside down. "Hide," Tetsuya cupped his cheek and kissed him earnestly as he slid home again, moaning into his mouth.
Sometimes Hide hated that Tetsuya was so strong, or perhaps it was he who was so light. But he didn't dwell on the slight resentment for long, because Tetsuya was distracting him from it with pleasure, and doing a very good job of it too.
He gasped, drawing Tetsuya's tongue into his mouth as he hooked his legs over Tetsuya's hips, thrusting back as much as he could. His hands were wrapped around Tetsuya's neck, buried into his hair and he almost clung to the other boy.
With his freehand, Tetsuya stroked Hide's chest, sides and thighs, trying half-incoherently to tell Hide how hot it felt, how good it felt and how close he was as he thrust against him again and again. As he touched Hide though, as they continued having sex, Tetsuya tried his best to make Hide moan, just get louder. If Hide didn't or couldn't talk after all, Tetsuya supposed that the next best thing to figuring out whether he was doing something right or not was how loud Hide cried out in pleasure. If he went quieter, Tetsuya switched his rhythm, his technique a bit...
Hide was being slowly driven insane.
The pleasure was too intense, so much that he couldn't control any of his body's reactions to Tetsuya's touches any more. It was a struggle just to get enough oxygen into his lungs. He clung even tighter to Tetsuya, their chests pressed together, nipples rubbing against each other as Tetsuya slammed into him, hitting his prostate with every thrust. Pulling himself forward, he muffled his moans and gasps and groans in Tetsuya's mouth. He couldn't keep his voice back any longer; if he did, he fear that he might burst.
"HIDE! AHH!"
The dam burst. Tetsuya barely had the presence of mind to throw his head back when he screamed - or it would have broken Hide's ear drums. The rest of the sounds that came out of his mouth were just that: incoherent sounds. He'd been so hard, held off so long...
And it had been quite a long time since Tetsuya last had sex as well. He could literally feel the tension draining out of his muscles as he came.
"Oh, Hide... Hide," he kissed the other boy's face all over as he rode out the feeling, hands not idle.
Hide's eyes snapped wide open, as he felt Tetsuya's hand stroking his cock just as Tetsuya thrust inside him again. His gaze was blank and unfocused as he came, digging his nails into the older boy's shoulders, shouting his name to the world (or the whole dormitory, at least).
"TETSUYA-AH! AAAH!"
The fact that it wasn't restrained or whispered this time was what got Tetsuya. Hide had... screamed his name as he came. Screamed. His name.
He never screamed anything when they... experimented before, not even while Hide was teaching him how to be a better lover. Something tugged at Tetsuya and he couldn't help it, moaning the other boy's name again, kissing him thoroughly in return.
"Mm... Hide, god..."
Hide buried his hand in Tetsuya's hair, kissing the older boy back languidly. His throat felt sore, and his ears were ringing. He had a good feeling that he had screamed when he climaxed... and he didn't mind at all. His reputation didn't matter a whit to him right now, not when he was basking in this wonderful afterglow.
"Mmm..." he hummed, almost cheerily, running his hands down Tetsuya's sides. He felt inordinately pleased with himself
Finally, Tetsuya let go, sticky hands moving out from between their bodies to... where were the tissues?! He made a frustrated noise when he had to stop kissing Hide to look for the box, but went straight back to kissing him when he found it again, grabbing a few to wipe his hands, and their stomachs...
Didn't remember where the bin was though. No, there was nothing in the world this morning except him and Hide, thank you very much.
End
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Out-take
Shinomiya Kouji, the very last virgin in the entire school, holy pillar of chastity, male priestess (but don't ever say it to his face), hadn't been able to relax or catch a wink of sleep since Tetsuya first yelled out his best friend's name. Oh, he'd been platonically concerned. But then, Hideaki left his room to check on Tetsuya, so Kouji thought nothing of it... for about ten minutes. Then, the bed next door started thumping against the shared wall. It took about less than a minute for Kouji to figure out the details - not that he needed to know: Tetsuya called Hide over, they finally got over being idiots for that troubling nymphomaniac freshman they'd ever had the misfortune of meeting, and... it was now time for makeup sex.
Just a few more months, he told himself. Just a few more months, and he would never have to be Tetsuya's neighbor ever again.
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Continued in Surfacing: Reach.
BUT WE BRING SMUT, YES. GOD THEY FINALLY DID IT.
Surfacing: Breathe
- Sequel to Chrysalis
Authors:
kagayachou and the_dwCharacters/Pairings: Niwa/Nakajima
Rating: NC-17
Words: 5632
Summary: Take a deep breath. Close your eyes. Try to go to sleep.
Hide stroked Tetsuya's cheek gently, drawing so close that his lips brushed the shell of an ear. "You want me, don't you?" The other hand was travelling down Tetsuya's broad, naked chest, pinching and rubbing a nipple. "Do you dream of this?"
His mouth travelled down Tetsuya's jawline, lavishing tiny kisses and licks along the way. His hands weren't idle, pulling Tetsuya's boxers off him, caressing the skin of an inner thigh. "Do you dream of my hand around you?" His hands followed the words.
Mouth travelling lower, Hide's voice grew breathier, heavier as he continued. "Or do you want my mouth?" He licked a nipple, his hands leaving Tetsuya's cock to move back upwards. "Or..."
He pushed Tetsuya hard, causing the other boy to fall over flat on his back on the bed. Straddling him, he positioned himself. The smirk widened. "Or would you rather fuck me?"
Making good on his words, Hide impaled himself upon Tetsuya's erection.
Tetsuya cried out as he came in his boxers, jerked awake from that delicious dream, that all too familiar memory he shared with Hide - of their first time. It was so hot, so raw, and he felt blinded all over again, body flushed from ejaculation, and the ghost image of Hide smiling, smirking, laughing at him as he fucked himself on him... Oh god.
But he was alone in his room now, the only source of the harsh breathing that seemed to echo in his ears. Staring up at the dark, empty ceiling, light creeping in from behind thin curtains. It was almost morning, and he was wide awake. Completely aroused and unsatisfied all at once.
That was... That was intense. But that dream - it happened over a year ago. It was an experiment, just... a friendly experiment, he thought.
Hide, meanwhile, was in his room, reading a book on his bed when he heard his name. Blinking, he looked up, puzzled. Did he just hear Tetsuya's voice shouting for him? In any case...
Kicking away his blankets, he dropped his book and strode quickly out of his room. He knocked on Tetsuya's door, his voice worried when he asked, "Hey, Niwa, are you all right?"
Tetsuya's breath caught in his throat, his mind stumbling over feelings and words. He couldn't find a response, and he didn't dare make another sound, because if he did, it'd probably be, 'Oh my god, I had a wet dream. I had a wet dream about you, and it was our first time, and I screamed your name just now, didn't I?!'
Crap, he screamed Hide's name out just now...
"Ah," he raised his voice a little. "I'm fine..." It sounded weak to his ears. He pushed himself up off the bed and grimaced at the sticky feeling in his boxers, blushing so bad he could feel it spreading from his cheeks to his neck. "I'm fine!"
He got out of bed to look for clean boxers.
Hide frowned as he heard sounds of things being slammed close, furniture being banged into, and Tetsuya's low voice swearing up a blue streak. No, Tetsuya definitely did not sound fine - in fact, he sounded as if he was in a fight. Could it be that the judo club tried to ambush him while he was asleep? They certainly tried to do that to Hide himself before...
Growling under his breath, he darted back into his room and grabbed the spare key that Tetsuya has given him years ago. He locked his own room and pocketed his key before slotting Tetsuya's key into the room door and turning the knob. This was all done in the matter of seconds.
Hide's eyes widened at the sight of Tetsuya alone in his room... clutching a pair of boxers of his chest. His eyes travelled downwards. Oh.
Why was Tetsuya shouting his name, then?
Tetsuya couldn't tell if Hide looked confused or not. There was this look of understanding when he glanced down, and then a perplexed quirk of his brows...
"Uh... haha," Tetsuya laughed nervously, "Hi. Hide. Give me a err... moment?"
To dig a hole and die.
Hide ducked his head and turned away to face the hallway. Realizing that he had forgotten to shut the door, he closed and locked it, fiddling with the knob as he was caught up in his thoughts.
"Were you..." he hesitated before taking a breath and forcing himself to continue. "Were you dreaming about me?"
Just when Tetsuya thought he couldn't blush harder; the poor guy turned around and dropped his dirty boxers into the laundry basket, grabbed a few tissues and hastily cleaned himself off before pulling on the clean pair, all the while trying to come up with an honest answer that didn't sound like, 'yes, I was.'
"Um... Yeah, I- I was."
Hide could feel his cheeks colouring at Tetsuya's admission. He... had guessed correctly, as far-fetched and ludicrous as he thought it was. Leaning his forehead against the door, his voice was barely audible, "Why?"
But Hide quickly shook his head.
"It's alright," he said, turning around to face Tetsuya. "I think I know why, in any case." Shrugging, he gave Tetsuya a bitter, ironic smirk, "You probably were just horny, ne? It probably could have been anyone... It needn't be me."
After all, hadn't Hide himself dreamt of people that he had no emotional attachment to?
"But I-it wasn't just any old dream!" Tetsuya shot back. He didn't like that look in Hide's eyes. "It was..." he looked away, lowering his voice. "Our first time together..." Surely, Hide didn't think that held no emotional attachment to him?
Hide hooked his thumbs on the waistband of his pyjamas pants, hunching his shoulders in embarrassment. Despite the fact that he usually didn't remember events in perfect clarity, he had as complete memory of that... incident as Tetsuya seemed to. It was a little embarrassing, to say the least.
Dragging a hand through his hair, he bit his lip. "Why did you suddenly dream about that? I mean, you love Kaoru, right?"
"... And he doesn't love me, Hide. How many times do I have to tell you I'm accepting that? I mean, fine, you and Shichijo seem to think Kaoru might change his mind, but I'm not seeing it, and even if I dream about Kaoru he'd more likely slap me awake - and ... why do you think I'd dream about you?
"You actually give a damn about me! That's ... maybe why... I think." Tetsuya muttered the last bit, sitting down on his bed with a sigh.
Looking at Tetsuya's utterly confused face, Hide walked over to the bed, feeling slightly guilty. He had asked the older boy a question that really couldn't be answered - who would know the reason why they had dreamed about something? Dreams were inexplicable, after all...
He raised a hand to slowly and gently caress Tetsuya's hair. "Do you want me to leave so you can think about it or go back to sleep?"
Tetsuya barely fought off the urge to lean into Hide's touch. He took Hide's hand however, and held onto it, staring at it for a long time. "How do you expect me to go back to sleep?" The words came out almost whiny. "Are you gonna fall asleep soon?"
He didn't think so. In fact, he thought that he just gave Hide another reason to stay up all night and brood. So he held on... not sure what he wanted to ask him, only knowing that he didn't want Hide to leave just yet.
Hide shook his head, dropping to his knees in front of Tetsuya. He pulled the hand holding his towards him, placing a gentle kiss on the knuckles impulsively. "No, I'm not." He took a breath. "If you don't want me to leave, then I won't."
"Then don't," Tetsuya murmured. He closed his eyes for a moment, took a deep breath. He got off the bed, sliding to his knees beside Hide and hugged him closer.
"I want to try, Hide." He ducked his head over Hide's shoulder. "I want to love you back the way ... the way you love me."
Hide's breath caught in his throat. The sudden, heated rush of hope and trepidation blanked his mind. Pulling away slightly, he faced Tetsuya, a hand trembling as he cupped Tetsuya's cheek. "You... I- I don't need you to... I..."
His head dropped onto Tetsuya's shoulder, hands clenched into fists on the ground. It was hard, so hard, to try to speak around the lump in his throat and the tightness of his chest. "Omi said once that he doesn't need me to love him back. I'm the same, really. I don't need you to love me."
Closing his eyes, he barely managed to choke out the most important words, "But to know that you're willing... I..."
"I'm willing," Tetsuya echoed. "I've been such a blind jerk to you... Hurting you without knowing, and then making you wait and wait.
"You're my best friend, Hide. I can't think of a better person to love."
Hide lifted his head and met Tetsuya's eyes. He drew a long, shaking breath, trying to calm himself. He was so trembling, so overcome with emotions that he thought that he might burst. What emotions, he wasn't even sure, because it was all in a tangled knot in the centre of his chest.
All he knew was that he had never felt this raw, this completely content before.
"Tetsuya..." he breathed out the name, voice tight. He reached out suddenly, instinctively, cupping Tetsuya's face with his hands as he kissed him.
Almost automatically, Tetsuya closed his eyes and kissed Hide back. He was already spent from that wet dream of his, but he needed this, he thought. And Hide certainly acted as though he needed it as well. Leaning against the edge of the bed, Tetsuya pulled Hide up against him, doing nothing but encouraging Hide to do whatever else he wanted.
Hide's hand dropped downwards, encircling Tetsuya's neck as he pressed their chests together. He kissed the older boy hungrily, nipping and licking at plush lips. His tongue explored the depths of Tetsuya's mouth, relishing in the permission and freedom that he had been granted.
He kissed Tetsuya as if he needed him to continue breathing, which wasn't far from the truth.
Tetsuya gasped and tried to kiss back even while he was running out of breath. "H- Hide," he managed. "Air..." He moved back further, as far as he could go with the bed right behind him, but his hands moved up along Hide's sides and shoulders to his face. He lifted the glasses off as he caught his breath, and leaned in to kiss him again.
Hide held himself upright with a hand clutching onto Tetsuya's shoulder as he kissed hungrily back. His free hand drifted downwards, stroking along Tetsuya's neck to his chest, tweaking first one nipple then the other. Teasingly slowly, his hand moved downwards until he reached Tetsuya's groin, cupping the heated flesh with his hand.
"Aah..." The older boy moaned against Hide's mouth. "Hide... Oi," he laughed breathlessly, voice trembling with desire. "I already c-came once tonight... And that was because of you, too."
Hide chuckled, a frisson of pleasure and happiness dancing down his spine. He pulled away from Tetsuya's mouth reluctantly, nipping at the bottom lip lightly before moving down to place light kisses on the chin and throat, licking at the hollow of Tetsuya's throat.
"You can deal with it," he replied, voice low and husky and amused. "I'm sure you have the stamina to."
"Yeah?" Tetsuya replied with another throaty moan as he arched against Hide's hand, tilting his head away so Hide could have clear access to his sensitive throat. Reaching down, he slid a hand under the waistband of Hide's pants and - no surprise here - found that the other boy had gone commando.
"But heh," He gave Hide's ass a squeeze, pulling him closer. "I want you to."
Hide hissed as his erection brushed against Tetsuya's, gasping against the other boy's throat. He laughed softly, "We can both get off."
Looking up, he met violet eyes with blue. "Ne, Tetsuya, do you want to fuck me?"
Tetsuya stared, somewhat doe-eyed. Then, he grinned.
"Aw, yeah, make my dream come true again, na?" He chuckled, and cupped Hide's cheek, kissing him with affectionate warmth.
"Let's move this onto the bed. I don't want either of us to get rug burn."
Hide bit his lip to keep the moan from escaping. His knees felt a little too weak to support his weight at that very moment because of the kiss.
More than the words, the kiss made him believe that perhaps Tetsuya could really love him after all.
Leaning forward, he kissed Tetsuya again, briefly, before pulling away and hoisting himself up on the bed.
Tetsuya pushed himself up off of the floor and tugged his boxers off again; they'd only get dirty otherwise. Turning to Hide once more, he was already hard again. Well, Hide was certainly familiar with Tetsuya's stamina.
He crawled over Hide with a wide, confident smile. Kissing his lips and chin and throat as his hands wandered down to Hide's pants, which really should be pulled off...
The pants joined the boxers somewhere on the floor.
"This time," Tetsuya promised, brushing Hide's hair out of his eyes. "I'll show you what I learned, na? Maybe not lesson by lesson, but... relax, Hide, and let me do all the work."
Hide smirked, reaching up to bury his hand into Tetsuya's hair. "Alright. Show me, then."
Raining enthusiastic kisses upon Hide's skin, Tetsuya went from lips to neck to shoulder, to collarbone - Hide did have a sweet spot along his collarbone. He dipped down to give a little wet kiss in the hollow of it, and tried his best to discern to Hide's responses despite the fact that the bed was cast in shadows while morning light was just seeping in.
Hide moaned, his breath quickening as attention was lavished upon his erogenous zones. He arched his body upwards towards Tetsuya, humming in pleasure from the bottom of his throat, his voice low and husky like dark chocolate.
Tetsuya's fingers ran random, teasing circles over Hide's chest, circling around his nipples after a moment, before he bent down to take one in his mouth and suck.
Hide's eyes shot wide open in shock at the lightning-sharp shudder of pleasure that spread through his body. His whole body jerked up, mouth falling open as an incoherent cry fell from his lips.
Burying a hand in Tetsuya's hair, he pulled on the strands slightly, enough to force him to look up. "Not so... not so hard," he panted, dizzy with pleasure.
Moaning an affirmative against Hide's skin, Tetsuya proceeded with soft flicks of his tongue until he could feel one nipple pebbling up. Then, he moved onto the other sucking a bit and then licking over the flesh as if to sooth some invisible wound.
Hide barely stopped himself from thrashing on the bed. His body was sensitive in general, but his nipples were particularly so, and Tetsuya was almost torturing him with those light touches and licks. He raised an arm to cover his eyes as he panted loudly, his other hand clenching around the bedsheets.
When he was ready to move on, Tetsuya looked to Hide's face again. He couldn't quite read it; was it good harsh panting or...? So he reached up and circled Hide's wrist firmly, carefully.
"Hey... Hide," he whispered, trying not to let the worry show. Lifting Hide's hand up so he could get a better look at his face, he asked, "You all right with this?"
Hide stared dazedly up at Tetsuya for a long moment, unable to think any coherent thoughts other than 'Why did you stop?'. But he eventually recognized the worried look in Tetsuya's eyes. Hiding his frustration and impatience, he reached up, smiling reassuringly, to caress Tetsuya's cheek with the tips of his fingers.
"I'm fine," he whispered. "It's just that I'm... very sensitive."
"Oh..." Tetsuya slowly flushed, grinning his little boy smile as he realized, with much relief, that he was doing well after all. "Phew," he kissed Hide's lips quickly with a fond smile.
Sensitive, huh?
Tilting his head a little, Tetsuya pressed a kiss into Hide's palm, then took a finger into his mouth.
Hide's eyes fluttered shut as he moaned long and low at Tetsuya sucked and licked on his finger. But he was getting a little too impatient. His hand moved down Tetsuya's chest, past his navel, fingers curling around the older boy's erection. Tugging on it gently - enough to be felt, and not much else - he smirked, leaning forward to lick at the shell of an ear.
'Hurry up.'
Tetsuya gasped; ooh, he got the message.
Releasing Hide's hand, he moved back somewhat, then leaned over to fish for the small bottle of lube in the bedside drawer along with two condoms. Okay, so he still had nightmares from that birds-and-bees diagram lecture his old man gave him a long time ago, but the fact of the matter was that if Ryuya was gonna hand his son a box of condoms just in case, the boy was damn well gonna use them!
Hide smirked when he saw the condoms. It seemed that the whole case of condoms Tetsuya's father had given him still hadn't run out, after all. Well, all the better. It gave him the chance to try out this new trick that he had learnt...
He sat up, and, taking the condom from Tetsuya's fingers, he ripped the top of the wrapper off with his teeth. He spat it off the side of the bed before turning his attention back to Tetsuya, the smirk turning devilish. He kissed the older boy teasingly, barely a brush of the lips, before kissing his way downwards until his mouth was within vicinity of Tetsuya's erection.
Slowly, his eyes not leaving Tetsuya's, he took the condom out of the packet. Without unrolling it, he placed it on the head of Tetsuya's cock. He leaned forward and... unrolled the condom using only his mouth and tongue, deep-throating the other boy in the process.
Tetsuya barely had time to figure out what Hide was doing, except to note that if he had only been semi-hard before, this... this... certainly would have finished the job. The other condom fell onto the mattress somewhere. There was enough light in the room to see by now, but Tetsuya was blinded by pleasure, barely recognizing his own voice when the other boy deep-throated him and he cried Hide's name out in response.
When he finished seeing stars on the ceiling, he just gaped at Hide, "Ho- how, wow... oh wow, Hide..."
Hide grinned, lifting himself back up to kiss Tetsuya again softly and gently, licking at the other boy's lips, letting Tetsuya's flavour wash out the taste of latex on his tongue.
Pulling away, the grin faded into a rather mischievous smile. "Liked that?"
"That was... that was- wow..." Tetsuya trailed off, "You gonna teach me that sometime na, Hide?” Like maybe now, or well... if Hide was too hard the condom probably wouldn't cooperate, and then they'd have to wait until he wasn't as hard, but also not too soft because - Tetsuya's head was a jumble of feelings, most of them colored in lust. He fumbled for the other condom - where the- ah!
"There it is!" He cheered when he found it.
Hide blinked. Wait- Tetsuya wanted to put the condom on... him? He cocked his head to the side, confused.
"Why would I need a condom?" It's not as if he was going to fuck Tetsuya, after all... Not now, anyway.
Tetsuya blinked back, like it was obvious. "You... take a shower... cause drying cum feels icky, yeah?" He sat up a bit, and put his hands on Hide's shoulders, blushing somewhat as he continued, "I don't want you to leave."
Hide could feel his confusion melting away and a certain emotion he had always associated with Tetsuya take its place. He smiled, genuinely and almost sweetly, and kissed the older boy once more. His hand stroked Tetsuya's hair as he nodded.
"Alright. I won't."
"... Besides," Tetsuya grinned, tearing the foil open as he spoke. "There's also the matter of sticky sheets, and yeah, I can hear the birds chirpin' outside, but we can sleep in, can't we? Without sticky sheets?"
He focused his eyes on what he was doing though, first squeezing the closed end of the condom to make sure there was no air trapped inside before he placed it over Hide's erection, gently unrolling it, smoothing it down with his other hand.
Hide hissed his breath out through his teeth as he felt Tetsuya's hands on his erection. It took a great amount of will and control for him to still his hips. His head dropped backwards as he panted softly.
"Fine," he nearly growled out. "But, Tetsuya, please hurry the fuck up."
"Maa, always telling me to hurry and finish things," Tetsuya mock-pouted. He found the bottle of lube and opened it as he kissed a relatively straight trail from Hide's collarbone to his navel, paused briefly, then coated his fingers as he took Hide into his mouth. Now, flavored condoms would probably be good... but if Hide could do it for him, Tetsuya wasn't gonna draw back because of the taste of latex.
And then there was paying attention to the balls. Tetsuya licked them, sucked lightly, careful not to use his teeth. He wrapped a hand around Hide's shaft and stroked up and down, twisting his wrist as he did so, his other hand sliding down with those slicked fingers, searching...
Hide pressed his hand hard against his mouth as pleasure threatened to overwhelm him. His hips bucked upwards involuntarily, a gasp rasping his voice as he moaned and thrashed on the bed.
Spreading his legs even further, his toes curled around the bedsheets. He was torn between telling Tetsuya to slow down or hurry up, as he seemed to have found his prostate easily, and the additional shot of pleasure almost made him come right then and there. But the choice was taken away from him: he didn't have the breath to speak.
From the corner of his eyes, Tetsuya saw Hide suddenly press his hand over his mouth, heard the strangled sound, and certainly felt the tremors that shook the other boy's body. He moaned, thrusting two fingers into Hide like he could imagine himself pushing in, pulling out, pushing in...
"Ah..." Tetsuya moved away for breath, still pumping Hide, stroking, stretching... He leaned forward to kiss Hide's neck this time, panting, "Ha..." gasping, "Want you... Hide..."
Hide could only moan shakily in reply, shaking his head frantically in an attempt to relieve the pleasure coiling at the base of his spine. He slammed down on his control; he didn't want to come just yet.
"If you want me..." he gasped breathily, eyes trying to focus on Tetsuya's face. "Then..." He spread his legs as wide as they could go, lifting his hips invitation.
"Then take me."
Tetsuya shook his head, his voice muffled against Hide's neck. "- yet, not yet..." He whispered, a frustrated groan escaping as he lifted his head and looked him in the eyes. "Come first... I want you to come first." He pressed down against Hide, rubbing their erections together as best he could as he scissored Hide with his fingers, eyes practically begging him.
Hide barely registered the words when he felt Tetsuya lick a line from the hollow of his throat to his Adam’s apple. Even without the half-command, his control over himself was failing, and it was that touch that pushed him over the edge.
His vision whited out, dark spots dotting the back of his eyes as his body arched upwards, pressing against Tetsuya's, until only his heels and head were left on the mattress. He buried a hand in Tetsuya's hair, pulling him forward and kissing him desperately as he rode out the orgasm, blind with pleasure.
Tetsuya kissed Hide back reverently, hooking an arm under his arched back and practically pulling him onto his lap, all but grinding into him. Not quite, but close enough, and the feeling was torturous - but he felt he deserved it. Hide always focused on his lover's pleasure rather than his own first, almost like it was a point of pride to come last. But Tetsuya just wanted to love Hide. He wanted to give, not just take. So he closed his eyes and forced himself - hang on!
Not until Hide was ready to come again.
Hide just clung to Tetsuya as he slowly came down from the high. He could feel Tetsuya's desperation and arousal against him, and, for most part, he was honestly confused: why did Tetsuya make sure that he came first?
He gentled the kiss, pulling away reluctantly. Although he wanted to ask, to resolve his confusion, he realized that there was something more important for him to deal with here. Tetsuya's erection looked painfully hard, and as Hide knew that he won't be able to be aroused again so soon, he should probably deal with this.
He slipped his hand down to curl around Tetsuya's erection.
"N-ng," Tetsuya winced, and batted Hide's hand away. "Not yet! Oi!" He backed off, letting Hide down onto the bed again and tried to calm his own breathing.
Hide frowned; he was getting really confused now.
"Why? Don't you want to come also?"
"Yeah," Tetsuya sat back on his haunches, looking over Hide with a certain degree of satisfaction despite how much his erection wanted more attention. "But... it wouldn't be fair, ya know, if I'm the only one who came twice.
"Especially not when..." He panted for a moment, "'specially not when you tend to put what I want before your own wants."
Hide blinked - he certainly couldn't deny that. He was... well, touched wasn't really the word. He melted at Tetsuya's words. Cupping the older boy's face with his hand, he leaned forward and kissed him gently and thoroughly.
"Don't hold back now," he fell back onto his elbow, smiling lasciviously from under long lashes. "Take me, Tetsuya."
He shook his head mentally; and people accused him of denying himself. Really, Tetsuya was a masochist sometimes. Sitting up again, he presses a hand against Tetsuya's shoulder as he moved forward, lifting himself up until he was straddling Tetsuya's lap.
He licked the line of Tetsuya's jaw playfully, whispering into the shell of an ear, "Do you remember this?"
Hello, wet dream, Tetsuya thought. He had a dazed look, and he couldn't quite make a sound as Hide sank down onto him.
"Hide!" He gasped, and clung to him, "Oh gods, Hide." He tried to kiss Hide, and coordination went kaput, but he made up for it with enthusiasm, kissing his face all over before he found his lips again.
Hide rested his head on Tetsuya's shoulder as he panted, feeling his arousal returning with a vengeance. He was getting hard again. Kissing Tetsuya back, he buried a hand into brown hair as his other hand took off the condom he was wearing, tying it with familiar motions before throwing it off the side of the bed.
With that annoyance solved, he raised his hips slightly before thrusting back down, gasping as he did so. He pulled away from Tetsuya's lips, dropping his head backwards to expose his throat, his hair falling all over his face and eyes as he tried to breathe.
This time, Tetsuya was beyond thinking about condoms. The hell with it, he'll hold onto Hide sticky sheets or no!
He lapped at Hide's throat, leaving the beginnings of love bites here and there around Hide's neck, doing his best to thrust up against Hide as he jerked him off as well.
Before long, he groaned, and declared, "I thought I was supposed to be doing the work!" And as he said so, he lifted - yes, lifted - Hide off of him, and pressed him onto the bed again, backside down. "Hide," Tetsuya cupped his cheek and kissed him earnestly as he slid home again, moaning into his mouth.
Sometimes Hide hated that Tetsuya was so strong, or perhaps it was he who was so light. But he didn't dwell on the slight resentment for long, because Tetsuya was distracting him from it with pleasure, and doing a very good job of it too.
He gasped, drawing Tetsuya's tongue into his mouth as he hooked his legs over Tetsuya's hips, thrusting back as much as he could. His hands were wrapped around Tetsuya's neck, buried into his hair and he almost clung to the other boy.
With his freehand, Tetsuya stroked Hide's chest, sides and thighs, trying half-incoherently to tell Hide how hot it felt, how good it felt and how close he was as he thrust against him again and again. As he touched Hide though, as they continued having sex, Tetsuya tried his best to make Hide moan, just get louder. If Hide didn't or couldn't talk after all, Tetsuya supposed that the next best thing to figuring out whether he was doing something right or not was how loud Hide cried out in pleasure. If he went quieter, Tetsuya switched his rhythm, his technique a bit...
Hide was being slowly driven insane.
The pleasure was too intense, so much that he couldn't control any of his body's reactions to Tetsuya's touches any more. It was a struggle just to get enough oxygen into his lungs. He clung even tighter to Tetsuya, their chests pressed together, nipples rubbing against each other as Tetsuya slammed into him, hitting his prostate with every thrust. Pulling himself forward, he muffled his moans and gasps and groans in Tetsuya's mouth. He couldn't keep his voice back any longer; if he did, he fear that he might burst.
"HIDE! AHH!"
The dam burst. Tetsuya barely had the presence of mind to throw his head back when he screamed - or it would have broken Hide's ear drums. The rest of the sounds that came out of his mouth were just that: incoherent sounds. He'd been so hard, held off so long...
And it had been quite a long time since Tetsuya last had sex as well. He could literally feel the tension draining out of his muscles as he came.
"Oh, Hide... Hide," he kissed the other boy's face all over as he rode out the feeling, hands not idle.
Hide's eyes snapped wide open, as he felt Tetsuya's hand stroking his cock just as Tetsuya thrust inside him again. His gaze was blank and unfocused as he came, digging his nails into the older boy's shoulders, shouting his name to the world (or the whole dormitory, at least).
"TETSUYA-AH! AAAH!"
The fact that it wasn't restrained or whispered this time was what got Tetsuya. Hide had... screamed his name as he came. Screamed. His name.
He never screamed anything when they... experimented before, not even while Hide was teaching him how to be a better lover. Something tugged at Tetsuya and he couldn't help it, moaning the other boy's name again, kissing him thoroughly in return.
"Mm... Hide, god..."
Hide buried his hand in Tetsuya's hair, kissing the older boy back languidly. His throat felt sore, and his ears were ringing. He had a good feeling that he had screamed when he climaxed... and he didn't mind at all. His reputation didn't matter a whit to him right now, not when he was basking in this wonderful afterglow.
"Mmm..." he hummed, almost cheerily, running his hands down Tetsuya's sides. He felt inordinately pleased with himself
Finally, Tetsuya let go, sticky hands moving out from between their bodies to... where were the tissues?! He made a frustrated noise when he had to stop kissing Hide to look for the box, but went straight back to kissing him when he found it again, grabbing a few to wipe his hands, and their stomachs...
Didn't remember where the bin was though. No, there was nothing in the world this morning except him and Hide, thank you very much.
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Out-take
Shinomiya Kouji, the very last virgin in the entire school, holy pillar of chastity, male priestess (but don't ever say it to his face), hadn't been able to relax or catch a wink of sleep since Tetsuya first yelled out his best friend's name. Oh, he'd been platonically concerned. But then, Hideaki left his room to check on Tetsuya, so Kouji thought nothing of it... for about ten minutes. Then, the bed next door started thumping against the shared wall. It took about less than a minute for Kouji to figure out the details - not that he needed to know: Tetsuya called Hide over, they finally got over being idiots for that troubling nymphomaniac freshman they'd ever had the misfortune of meeting, and... it was now time for makeup sex.
Just a few more months, he told himself. Just a few more months, and he would never have to be Tetsuya's neighbor ever again.
End
Continued in Surfacing: Reach.